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Insanity

by Hazael He

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1.
Find My Home 04:57
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Everybody knows where they belong People have a place which they call home Everybody has a secret place  A special somewhere in the midst  It is like race I need to run Everybody runs it on their own Even though I feel I fall behind  But I know I always hit the start You want me (You want me- ahh) You call my name (Call my name) You love me in (You love me- ahh) Ways I don't understand This is my own race, I'll make it to the end And I don't care if I walk, if I run, if I crawl I know I'm gonna make it to the end But won't you call me, no (No) Won't you reach me, no (No) Won't you call me, no (No) Won't you reach me, no Til' I find my home Til' I find my home I'm walking alone Til' I find my home I'll find my home Everybody knows where to start It is like a path before their eyes I don't even know where I go I can't really fit here anymore  I know I need a place to be my home A special secret place to be alone Where I can be safe from the world I want to be safe from this world You want me (You want me- ahh) You call my name (Call my name) You love me in (You love me- ahh) Ways I don't understand This is my own race, I'll make it to the end And I don't care if I walk, if I run, if I crawl I know I'm gonna make it to the end But won't you call me, no (No) Won't you reach me, no (No) Won't you call me, no (No) Won't you reach me, no (Whoo) Til' I find my home Til' I find my home I'm walking alone Til' I find my home I'll find my home Til' I find my home Til' I find my home I'm walking alone Til' I find my home I'll find my home (Oh- whoa) (Find my, find my home, yeah) (Oh- whoa) (Find my, find my home, yeah)
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Feel Nothing 03:41
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I think I'm drowning Down in my pain, again I'm being fucked up For my mistakes, again I'm feeling lonely I'm paying for them, again (Yeah) Cause I am bleeding I'm dying alone, again And you, show me what your motives are now Right now, right now And you, tell me what you want my heart for My heart for (Yeah) I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel no more I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel no more Going back in time, I think I lost my mind My sins taking me back to old days I can't afford to love, my heart's not been so strong My soul just got so dark once again And you, show me what your motives are now Right now, right now And you, tell me what you want my heart for My heart for (Yeah) I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel no more I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel no more I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel no more I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel (I can't feel) I can't feel no more I can't feel nothing I can't feel nah-nah I can't feel nah (I can't feel nothing baby) (No more, no more) (No more, no more)
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Unplug You 03:47
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Hey-eh Oh- yeah, oh- yeah I thought this time it would be different, but I might be wrong It's like I'm getting better at making me upset of all the things I do All the things I do (Oo-oo) When there was nothing left in me I decided for some dumb reason To give you a chance, and believe in you Cause I believed in you So please, stay Would you stay with me right now Just stay with me right now So stay, don't leave I don't want to be alone Please don't make me feel alone, just stay Did wrong to me and my creed just to know if I was still awake I made mistakes I cannot repair And it was all for you I tried to get your attention so much that I forgot about my inner peace And what did I get back? Nothing worth my heart So please, stay Would you stay with me right now Just stay with me right now So stay, don't leave I don't want to be alone Please don't make me feel alone Please, stay Cause I held you close to me When you truly needed me So stay, don't leave Don't you know I fixed my heart But you're breaking it apart again Cause I want you Cause I want you Cause I want you Cause I want you Cause I want you If I had the option girl, I would unplug you Give out everything in myself not to trust you She be going all in for the head, then she come through She's so bad not to love her, my mistake is that I knew Unplug you, unplug you- girl I need to unplug you In and out of my heart, bitch I cannot trust you Trust you, trust you- I can't even trust you Bitches coming everywhere, but I'm stuck with one from there Unplug you, unplug you- girl I need to unplug you In and out of my heart, bitch I cannot trust you Trust you, trust you- I can't even trust you Bitches coming everywhere, but I'm stuck with one from there Yeah And it goes on and on and on It goes on and on and on Goes on and on and on
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There For You 03:37
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I promise you, I promise you Rank up I can take you up too If you let me try to I will be there Just know that, just know that I'll be there for you (I'll be there for you- I'll be there for you) Even though you don't want me to be there I'll be next to you (I'll be next to you- I'll be next to you) Even though you don't want me to be next I will fight for you (I will fight for you- I will fight for you) Even though you don't want me to fight for you And I, I can't believe how strong I really am (Oh- oh) And I, I can't let everything slide away, no- no I will be your vibe, I will hold you tight Even though you might hurt me a hundred times, yeah I'll be there for you (I'll be there for you- I'll be there for you) Even though you don't want me to be there I'll be next to you (I'll be next to you- I'll be next to you) Even though you don't want me to be next I will fight for you (I will fight for you- I will fight for you) Even though you don't want me to fight for you (Oh-oh, Oh- oh) I promise you, I promise you I'm okay, I promise I am okay I'm okay (I'm okay) I promise I am okay I'm just trying to smile to hide away the pain (Pain) I'm just trying to smile to hide away the pain I'm just trying to smile to hide away the pain (Pain) I'm just trying to smile to hide away the pain I'll just keep on acting like it's all okay I'll just keep on acting like it's all okay I'll just keep on acting like it's all okay Like it's all okay, it's all okay, oh (Yeah- eh) No more, no more, no more Cause I don't wanna die no more (I'll be there)
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Love Me Still 04:48
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I can tell you see, that you're bad for me I can tell it's true (It's true, it's true, it's true) And even though we can't go any longer Even though we can't go any further (Yeah) I can tell you know, that I'm bad for you And you love it too precious heart You just like to be hurt You're so used to be hurt (Yeah) And even though we're danger to each other Even though we're poison to each other I can tell it's clear, that I lied to you I did wrong to you and myself precious heart I turned to be someone I said I would never be look who I am Baby and I know, baby and I know That I just became, someone I said no to Would you love me still Would you love me still You're everything I need right now Everything I need right now I'm lying to myself, would I ever win, would I ever win Should I start again? Cause lately I've been feeling insecure and my mind is out of place My mind is out of place, my life is out of place I promise things I know I will not keep I better stop doing this or I will become Someone that I said, I would never be, but look what I became This is my new self Baby and I know, baby and I know That I just became, someone I said no to Would you love me still Would you love me still You're everything I need right now Everything I need right now Baby and I know (Baby I know) baby and I know (Baby I know) That I broke your heart, same way you broke mine (Hey, hey) Would you love me still (Would you love me still) Would you love me still (Would you love me still) You're everything I need right now (Everything I) Everything I need right now (Everything I) Oh- oh Oh- oh
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Take it All 04:52
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I'm using someone else's face, now I'm peeling my disguise Been trying to avoid the pain, once again (Once again) Addictions coming back inside, I want to take them out my life My old ways keep on coming back, back to me (Back to me) I'm feeding flesh until I die, I sin every night So I take a pill in hand, until I fade (Until I fade) I've been using you to fill the void, I know you could, I know you could Cause I don't want to die tonight So won't you come on in Take it all (Take it all) What's inside of me, just Take it all (Take it all) Cause I don't want to feel Take it all (Take it all) What's inside of me, just Take it all (take it all) Won't you pray for me? I'm feeding flesh until I die, I sin every night So I take a pill in hand, until I fade (Until I fade) I've been using you to fill the void, I know you could, I know you could Cause I don't want to die tonight So won't you come on in Take it all (Take it all) What's inside of me, just Take it all (Take it all) Cause I don't want to feel Take it all (Take it all) What's inside of me, just Take it all (Take it all) Won't you pray for me? I don't wanna die I want it out my life I do wrong every night I sin every night Every night, yeah I don't wanna feel no more No, so take it all Take it all Take it all Now I'm washing my hands, now I'm washing my sins Shit, I did it again, here we're praying again Now I'm washing my hands, now I'm washing my sins Shit, I did it again, here we're praying again I do it for the pleasure, cause there is nothing left in me I do it for the moment, cause there is nothing left I do it for the pleasure, cause there is nothing left in me I do it for the moment, cause there is nothing left My heart is cold and empty, my heart just needs some rest Sometimes I feel alone cause I got no one left My heart is cold and empty, my heart just needs some rest Sometimes I feel alone cause I got no one left Now I'm washing my hands, now I'm washing my sins Shit, I did it again, here we're praying again Now I'm washing my hands, now I'm washing my sins Shit, I did it again, here we're praying again Cause I did it again Hey
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Moving On 03:09
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I'm using someone else's face, now I'm peeling my disguise Been trying to avoid the pain, once again (Once again) Addictions coming back inside, I want to take them out my life My old ways keep on coming back, back to me (Back to me) I'm feeding flesh until I die, I sin every night So I take a pill in hand, until I fade (Until I fade) I've been using you to fill the void, I know you could, I know you could Cause I don't want to die tonight So won't you come on in Take it all (Take it all) What's inside of me, just Take it all (Take it all) Cause I don't want to feel Take it all (Take it all) What's inside of me, just Take it all (take it all) Won't you pray for me? I'm feeding flesh until I die, I sin every night So I take a pill in hand, until I fade (Until I fade) I've been using you to fill the void, I know you could, I know you could Cause I don't want to die tonight So won't you come on in Take it all (Take it all) What's inside of me, just Take it all (Take it all) Cause I don't want to feel Take it all (Take it all) What's inside of me, just Take it all (Take it all) Won't you pray for me? I don't wanna die I want it out my life I do wrong every night I sin every night Every night, yeah I don't wanna feel no more No, so take it all Take it all Take it all Now I'm washing my hands, now I'm washing my sins Shit, I did it again, here we're praying again Now I'm washing my hands, now I'm washing my sins Shit, I did it again, here we're praying again I do it for the pleasure, cause there is nothing left in me I do it for the moment, cause there is nothing left I do it for the pleasure, cause there is nothing left in me I do it for the moment, cause there is nothing left My heart is cold and empty, my heart just needs some rest Sometimes I feel alone cause I got no one left My heart is cold and empty, my heart just needs some rest Sometimes I feel alone cause I got no one left Now I'm washing my hands, now I'm washing my sins Shit, I did it again, here we're praying again Now I'm washing my hands, now I'm washing my sins Shit, I did it again, here we're praying again Cause I did it again Hey
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Being Myself 03:46
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I'm being myself and that offends them I'm being myself and that offends, they're not ready for me I'm tryna be a better person But Imma do it in my way, yeah my own way Cut what everybody else is saying (Saying) Cause I don't really care bout what you think Cut what everybody is saying (Saying) Cause I don't really care what you think bout me If you want to wish me luck I am here to reconstruct, but What you talk about me, I don't really give a fuck cause (I'm so open) Sorry if I'm being rough, I just feel that I'm enough cause (I am chosen) My ego is really high, I am always really high Nothing else matters to me now (To me now) I recently became a jerk somehow (Jerk somehow) I can only be myself right now (Myself right now) I know it's something you wouldn't allow (Wouldn't allow) And now I'm being myself and that offends them I'm being myself and that offends, they're not ready for me I'm tryna be a better person But Imma do it in my way, yeah my own way I'm being myself and that offends them I'm being myself and that offends, they're not ready for me I'm tryna be a better person But Imma do it in my way, yeah my own way My face's what everyone is hating (Hating) Everybody in the party wants to murder me My life's what everyone is hating (Hating) They think they can control me? I'll control them first If you want to give me love, but my heart hard as a rock If you really care for me, thanks but I don't give a fuck cause (I'm so damaged) I am healing step by step, I don't want to hurt you as well baby (I'm the madness) Look what I became, yeah, this is my new self Nothing else matters to me now I recently became a jerk somehow I can only be myself right now I know it's something you wouldn't allow Nothing else matters to me now I recently became a jerk somehow I can only be myself right now I know it's something you wouldn't allow And now I'm being myself and that offends them I'm being myself and that offends, they're not ready for me I'm tryna be a better person But Imma do it in my way, yeah my own way I'm being myself and that offends them I'm being myself and that offends, they're not ready for me I'm tryna be a better person But Imma do it in my way, yeah my own way I only wanna be, I only wanna be I only wanna be myself I only wanna be, I only wanna be I only wanna be myself
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Rebellious 04:30
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For a moment I tried, I tried so hard to be the one Even though I got high, I hesitate to take a fall Took away my pride, and gave away my broken heart Got me up to the sky, and stayed the same for a long time I got my every mood out my heart, my every feeling is dried Got my everlasting pills, make me fly so high Got my no end hunger and no end thirst to want to have all at once I ain't fuck with them they ain't fuck with me I want to have all at once (Yeh-eh-eah) I'm out of control I'm out of control When I free my soul, I'm out of control I'm rebellious Left me empty inside, so I used it to my advance Ceiling next to the stars, It's gonna take a long, long time I got my every mood out my heart, my every feeling is dried Got my everlasting pills, make me fly so high Got my no end hunger and no end thirst to want to have all at once I ain't fuck with them they ain't fuck with me I want to have all at once (Yeh-eh-eah) I'm out of control I'm out of control When I free my soul, I'm out of control I'm rebellious I'm out of control I'm out of control When I free my soul, I'm out of control I'm rebellious (Always stay the same) (Always stay the same) (I always stay the same) I'm rebellious I'm rebellious (I always stay the same) Saving all our souls now results you're the victim I'm taking all those hits fucking know I'm not a victim Saving all our lives now results this life is twisted I'm taking all those lies bad advise I'm not too wicked You're giving me a shot and I come back stronger (Stronger) Using all my might and I might be stronger (Stronger) I play by my rules this my game I'm the host I do what I want when I want not a joke I'm rebellious I'm rebellious
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Won't Let You Go 03:38
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I'm trying hard to make you know that We are so young (So young, so young) I'm trying hard to make you see that You're the air in my lungs (Na, na, na, na) And I realize that you're scared of the night if I'm not by your side By your side And I know, and I know And I know, and I know You never let me go And I know, and I know And I know, and I know I won't let you go Come with me Let me show you what it's like to be free Come with me Let me show you what it's like to be free (Again) I'm trying hard to make you get wild Going out of that room I love that smile On your face (Your face) And I realize that you're scared of the night if I'm not by your side By your side And I know, and I know And I know, and I know You never let me go And I know, and I know And I know, and I know I won't let you go (Again) Come with me (Won't you come with me) Let me show you what it's like to be free Come with me (Won't you come with me) Let me show you what it's like to be free (Again) I won't let you go No, I won't let you go Come with me (Won't you come with me) Let me show you what it's like to be free Come with me Let me show you what it's like to be free (Again)
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Count On Me 04:22
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You could never find your home, but I see you want to have it all Have it all- have it all- have it all- have it all I can see you really try, and still you want to get on top I can see the failure still you made it mayor, look at who are you now And I rely upon yourself And I can't lie about your truth I'll be there You can count on me, on me, on me, on me I'll be there You can count on me, on me, on me, on me You know I won't let you go, together we can make it blow Make it blow- make it blow- make it blow- make it blow I can see it your eyes, cause they never tell me lies I have seen the void you try to avoid but I'll be right there You can always be yourself whenever I come around Be yourself- be yourself- be yourself- be yourself I can see it your eyes, cause they never tell me lies I have seen the void you try to avoid but I'll be right there with you, Oh And I rely upon yourself (Yourself) And I can't lie about your truth I'll be there You can count on me, on me, on me, on me I'll be there You can count on me, on me, on me, on me You can count on me, on me, on me, on me You can count on me, on me, on me, on me Used to be all lost, now I found my home Used to feel alone, now I found my home Used to be all lost, now I found my home Used to feel alone, now I found my home You can count on me, on me, on me, on me You can count on me, on me, on me, on me
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Fight For Me 03:44
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I'm tryna find the time to start things right I was too dumb to realize I was too blind to see the signs I Let you took over for a long, long of time I was too weak to take it back I was too afraid to come outside I couldn't let you free (I couldn't let you know) I couldn't let you see through me I couldn't let it be (I couldn't find a home) I couldn't even stand for me Hey I used to fight for you now I fight for myself (For myself yeah) I used to fight for you now I fight for  myself (For myself yeah) For myself (Oh) for myself (Oh) For myself, for- for myself, for myself I'm tryna find the time to start things right I was too dumb to realize I was too blind to see the signs I Let you took over for a long, long of time I was too weak to take it back I was too afraid to come outside I couldn't let you free (I couldn't let you know) I couldn't let you see through me I couldn't let it be (I couldn't find a home) I couldn't even stand for me Hey I used to fight for you now I fight for myself (For myself yeah) I used to fight for you now I fight for  myself (For myself yeah) For myself (Oh) for myself (Oh) For myself, for- for myself, for myself For myself (Oh) for myself (Oh) For myself, for- for myself, for myself I know it always ends the same (feels like the last time) Always ends up where it began (this time I'm gonna start it right) I always stay the same again (and probabbly am gonna die) Always the same, low life is insane (hey) I used to fight for you now I fight for myself (For myself yeah) I used to fight for you now I fight for  myself (For myself yeah) For myself (Oh) for myself (Oh) For myself, for- for myself, for myself For myself (Oh) for myself (Oh) For myself, for- for myself, for myself For myself (Oh) for myself (Oh) For myself, for- for myself, for myself

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Insanity mixtape, Alternative R&B, Hip Hop/ Pop.

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released September 25, 2021

Executive produced by Hazael Isai Hernandez
All songs written, produced, mixed and arranged by Hazael He

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Independent artist, actor, producer. Founder of Tachiro Records and Tachiro Production Co

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